Tattoos and Friendship.

Friends. How many of us have them?.... personally i have plenty....

(That's Matthew and I on the train)

I met Matthew a long time ago... I was 14... BROWSING Blackplanet... and he hit me up. Granted I had to stop talking to him at some random point between 14 and 16 but by the time i was 18 he was my confidant, my supporter.... and for lack of better term.... My Gay Father.

now as an adult I've become mature enough to come to my own conclusions about the things that are going on in my life as well as being able to deal with relationships and situations through my own life experiences..... Matt doesnt understand... he wants to protect me.... he wants to tell me what i'm doing wrong and what i need to do to fix it.... so today as we were talking he starts lecturing me on "some point I have to realize I'm gonna have to work if I want money"...EXCUSE ME??... thats was the 1st straw... then he started going on me for my spending habit.... I went off... never once have i ever missed my rent because i spent too much on WHATEVER IT IS that I spend my money on!.... as a matter of fact.... my rent is PAID for December and January!..... but in my angry stupor i realized..... he still thinks I'm a lil boy... he still thinks i'm inexperience and need him to tell me what my next move is.... and after a long...... drawn out talk.... he realized...... well atleast i THINK he did...... PAY IT......

My Next Tattoo

Now clearly i won't go and tattoo my whole face into a skull.... I'm just not that eclectic... but i am considering my next 1..... theres a Brazilan Model named Miro Moreiro... I first noticed him when i walked into Armani Exchange in Soho... There was a HUGE Advertisement of him with his jeans LOW showing off his tattoo on his butt......Not only is he gorgeous but his Tattoo is the BOMB..... now i know i'm not white but I'd love to have a tattoo like it....

(here's a look at Miro's Tatt.... its the best pic i could find)

now even thought i'd love to bite Miro's tattoo (probably in Black and Grey scale) it wold probably cost me allll the money in the world.... so i have a few other ideas.....

Of course I have to have MY name some where on me.... just because my obssession with my self wouldnt be complete without one.....

but for some reason i wanna be tatted up... like randomly... just things that i love... or have loved... in random spots.... just as random as my personality... after all you only live once....

there's only one tattoo that i'll have to get and its in memory of my Great Grandmother... she was one of the greatest influences on my life and truely appreciate it....

hmmm..... i Can't wait to get back to ATL so i can get tatted the fuck up...... lol

but peep my tattoo game... as light weight as it may be.....

got my mom's name on my wrist.....

AND... some stars on my stomach......

So before I end this post... i have to give a shout out to the special lady in my life.... you guys know here from my earlier post.... I call her DeeDee.... but her new nickname is "Slim"

I know what you're thinking.... i coulda sworn this nigga is was "How You Dzoin'", "Bootz", etc. etc... but this isnt a Peggy Scott Adams "Bill" situtation (if you dont know that song... i have no words for you... lmao.... heres the link...http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=zfvqUiuIIq4) she's my ride or die... she holds me down... and God knows where i'd be this break without DeeDee... she's a shoulder to cry on... she put me in my place.... i give her attitude.... and at the end of the day.... we're gonna be good.... cuz we both too ghetto too ever not be friends.... lmao sike nah... but DeeDee... if and when you see this know that you're my boo... I love you... and if u need me my number is....... IN YOUR MUTHAF**KIN' FONE!!! =)