Its been a long time... shouldnt have left ya!

So its been a while and i've been busy as hell.... the CAU spring show was a success! it was great and im extremely proud... almost made me wanna cry.... whatvever....

but the topic of the hour... of my hour is my baby.... for those of you who know me best.... i have a boo... a baby... a love of my life .... a bf of 3years... and we're currently on a "sabbatical" if you will.... we spoke today... first time in a long time and i miss him..... ""what day you come home?"

(me) "around the 12th" (him)"oh good cuz we need to talk...."

3 years and i've never known a talk wit my boo to be a good talk.... i've cried.... i've screamed... protested.... and broken shit after a talk wit him..... but never have i entered one of these talks in a state of excitement...

....... SOO WHATS THE TALK ABOUT?!......

YOUR GUESS IS AS GOOD AS MINE......

could it be about the new [sexy:::sez tarrell:::] love intrest, Tristan?!....

i dunno... and i wanna say i dont care... but i can never not care about the person i prayed for god to send to me... that would be retarted... but at the same time i suggested this break.... YESS ME! im FUCKIN guilty!.... smh....

so baby... even though i noe u probably dnt read this i love ur stinkin ass.... ;-)

Days gone By......

So lately its been kiana and I.... shes my new homie....

we been everywhere from walmart to the corner store..... shes down for whatever wen i'm feeling random......

and as you guys probably know phillip and i have been close as hell too.... i made him this bomb ass clock chain fo his birthday.... it was cute.... whats even cuter is him and kens anniversary is comin up!!! awwww its their anniversary.... on national smoke day.... how cute ;-)

they're darling!

as of right now im fuckin zooted.... i just wanna lay down... and hold you close......

dreams do come true... all you have to do is just believe.......