No More BGC For Me =,(

So for a couple years now a certain little website by the name of BGCLive.com has become a constant part of my free time. for those of you who don't know wat BGC is.... it's basically a site where you can meet other....hmmmm.... how can I say this.... fuck it... GAY NIGGAS online.

BGC is one of those sites that when left in the hands of the wrong people can promote Homosexual promiscuity as well as dishonesty... reason being is BGC leaves nothing unsaid. from the Jump you can see whether a nigga is a "Top", "Bottom" or "Verse" you can find out how big their dick is.... if it's cut or uncut... how fat it is.... how tall the nigga is.... if he's masculine.... feminine.... downlow and even if he's HIV positive..... personally I love BGC.... not because I want to run out and find the nigga with the biggest dick and hook up with him but because I have found some great friends on there... especially my friend Shoddie.... and everyone noes I love me some Shoddie... even when he's being ignorant.... lol.... but y delete my account?... hmm.... here's why......

"is something wrong?"

"well remember how the other day you said you didnt wanna leave anything unsaid?"

"Yea"

"Well I don't like that you have BGC...."

That was it.... I deleted it.... I've learned that in this particular situation to just nip whatever it is that the "beef" is in the bud.... because if not the problem gets bigger... and I dont have time for bigger problems.... Hence why I opt'd to DELETE my account instead of freezing it.... because a frozen account will just stir up questions of why i couldn't completely remove it.....

now to me.... the biggest tragedy isnt that i deleted my account but I had to lose my user name... Randyboi80...... idk what my attachment was to my user name but I like it... maybe because it goes all the way back to when I was a lil HS boy doing all the things I wasnt suppossed to on "Yahoo Groups".... but I loved that name.... lol.... it was almost like a part of me died... Once I hit delete.... Hey.... maybe I'm being slightly mellow dramatic but Shit! Fuck! Got Damn!..... wat ever will I do with my free time?.... maybe i'll study or read a book or something... lol

Another thing that i thought as I hit Delete was.... is BGC really that much of a threat?.... I mean boys are every where.... the Gay population is growing eveyday.... and lord noes that if BGC is such a threat... than Myspace and Facebook are equally as threatening.... seeing as though there are a bunch of homos on those site as well lol... so do i delete my accounts there too?? hmmmm.....My belief is that nothing should be a threat if you have faith in the other person's disgression.... and trust me Disgression is what I have... cause even if everyone else goes on BGC to "get their life" so to speak... I go on there cause i can always count on a laugh.... and shit.... I want mufuckaz to read my blog... I'm most definately not doing this for nothing...... but I guess when it boils down to it...... deletion was my choice...... or was it?? you be the judge....

..... I guess I'm not as devastated as I thought..... I guess life really is about sacrafices.......

xoxo...

Randy cash

RIP BGC Profile lmmfao